Beautiful Dreamer

Dont let the name of the post fool you guys, its amazing how over the weeks i havent been blogging that i have been taken over almost by the other blogs. Like really besides Sean, Raknos and Chino we are pretty good bloggers. So really this doesnt apply to them. I mean someone said to me that i have started a new trend in younger people by blogging and shit but its getting out of hand. This will sound really realy vain but i mean blogging was going to my thing to make me famous or something and now it seems like its the trend to be a teenage blogger.

Now you might say well i can still blog and that is true, but remember in the long haul who the original trendsetters are. Myself, Seanadelic, Raknos and Tozer.

End of discussion.
Also, DJ CONFESH will be working the mixes at a school disco coming up.

Twatter

Honestly im so over social networking sites, ive gottent ot he stage where im like waiting staring at the little notifications box waiting for someone to comment or like my status or something. i really need some help. im going to try and delete my account but that never works.

Hope you guys are all well, oh and Jazzy if youre reading this, we have a date with curly tomorrow :)!
Night Y'all

Bring on 2010!

Welcome to the new year, i have got my sights set on a good year. You wanna know my new years resolution? To become famous by the end of 2010. Thats it you guys, i want fame and money and groupies. Whether im going to be a TV star, or the Next Perez Hilton, i need your help. if your on twitter, tell your friends to follow me, and RT #askben or RT #confesh, i want to be a trendting topic and i want to be a famous person by the end of this year.

Also, im never drinking again, my head hurts, also also big shout out to Raknos, sorry i couldnt make it to your party, Confesh would have loved to be there but i had to say with the family, might organise a party but.

Night guys, have a great year. Happy New Year,
Love Confesh.

you know its christmas when

your friend you care for doesnt talk to you for no reason, you hate listening to any type of christmas carol, you hate how the salvation army band come through your street and you get a headache thinking of how much money you have just spent in the last day.

Ok so the first ones not really to do with xmas but its what my blog is about today. I have this really good friend and when i say good i mean shit.

I went to a mates birthday party yesterday and she was there, i said hi and whatever, i was generally happy to see her as i missed her the last week of school. she gave me a cold shoulder, she never spoke to me and then started a fight with hayleys mates. she thinks she is king shit sometimes honestly, and another thing, i love how she always get pissed at me for letting people treat me like shit but shes playing the same game man.

I dont need this fucking bullshit. Im Confessionista bitches. im like 10000000 times better then anyone.

Fuck off Christmas and 2009, bring on new years and some fucking beer!

Christmas time is here, so why dont i feel in the holiday mood?

OK, so its like Christmas next friday? im so over it already. Like i really dont understand what the big deal is, once a year we all rush to the shops the day before Christmas, people bring all the kids, the prams and cart trollies around and old people just walk really slow infront of you and dont really do anything.

New Rule #1 OLD PEOPLE, PEOPLE WITH PRAMS, PEOPLE WITH TROLLIES, PEOPLE WHO WALK SLOW INFRONT OF YOU AND PUSHY/AGGRESSIVE PEOPLE ARE NOT ALOUD AT THE SHOPS ON WEEKEND DURING MAJOR HOLIDAYS.

does this make sense now? cause hosnestly its pissing me off how people are so rude.
Anyway thats my Christmas shopping rant, and i actually have a point for this post i swear. I was actually supposed to make a video today, but its like 45 degrees and im just not really bothered. I was walking past Supre last week and i came across the new rangeof tops they are selling this holiday season. The only word that can sum up the tops is: SLUT.
NO JOKE! so there is 3 different tops i remember, one says
'Santa's Bitch', 'North Pole Stripper' and 'I've been very very bad ;)' Can someone please explain to me what the fuck is going on? Are girls that slutty that they make it as obvious as printing it on a tee? Like really get a life!? You guys might think that im a prude cause im saying this but really, im just a 17 year old guy that is respectable, i respect women, and i dont make them feel like they should be objects. And tot he parents that will let the girls and teens buy these, SHAME ON YOU! Christmas is a time of giving gifts, not giving head. There i said it. Suck it up !

Video post next week after the weather cools down.
Love y'all Lots.
Confesh, x

MY 100th POST SOON!

Hi, so this is my 95th post on my blog and im not sure how i have come up with 94 other topics or really things to talk about. I know i tend to stray away from the topic, or even like repeat myself, but like i always say, IT'S THE ONLY WAY TO LEARN!

O.K. so this week there has been MUCH talk about one of my friend's blogs. He was voicing an opinion which i thought was good for a young teenager to do? anyway, when i heard of this from some people i was like, well i agree with him on some level or another but like people please just get over it. i mean we do have a thing called freedom of speech and if you ask me, this friend of mine is pretty intelligent and most of what he says he has things to back it up. So to you my friend i say AGREED.

Also this week i joined back to Facebook, i know i know i gave in to it but my friend caved first so i won the bet. I signed back into my account and really i haven't missed anything. Facebook is DEAD is falling to the same fate as Myspace, its getting taken over by people who think that tYPiiiNG lyK Diz is cool and that putting a word after their name like 'Brittany Babyee" ITS NOT COOL! you need to go back to that thing you youngens call BEBO and MYSPACE and leave Facebook alone. I know i sound silly by saying for people to get off but really i dont want my home page flooding up with all that crap like

Jayden Lucas goin 2 da beachh wiff ma gurlz. ft. mah gurl lisahhh

or even

Miss Mishhh ft. leanne in mafs, fuKK da teacha is gaYYY!!

Its annoying yeah? Seriously, lol anyway this wasn't much of a blog but hey, its better then nothing right?

ALSO leave me a comment or tweet me with suggestions on what i should do for my 100th video AND what i should but on my Year 12 Jersey! im up for ANYTHING! so let me know! love y'all!

Totez dedicated to Tozer, write whatever you want man, fuck certain people.!

PEACE

What a WEEK!

GUYS! its only like thursday, hello?! this week has gone SO SLOW! I feel as if i have just repeated the same day for like 3 years!

My week so far;

Monday:

Hot weather, bored, tired and went for a swim.

Tuesday:

My birthday, Thai food for lunch, presents, overall GREAT day

Wednesday:

Boring, boring, boring, boring

Thursday:

Got Baywatch on DVD and Gossip girl on DVD and i got pushed over by a group of fuck head bogans who are in year 10, thinking they can just fucking tread on me, fuck you.

I honestly cant stand that group of typical guys who are like all assholes together and say shit and are influenced by each-others opinions and in fact they wait for the "Leader" to give his opinion before they respond, and then when their all by themselves there really nice. This is called ' Confessionista's Theory of the Dominant Male's Mind'

See when their not together their ok, but lets say there is one of 3 of them instead of the full 7 or 8 guys, then really you could say that the 3 guys could be nice but if the "LEAD" male is there then it cancels out, see i dont even like maths and im doing it now....this doesn't make sense but you can understand what im saying yeah?

Comments? Thoughts?

also its not even friday.

Why is it?

That we have people in our world with no Manners, no Class, no Morals, no Ethics?

Why cant people act their own age, dress nice, talk proper and by proper i don't mean uptight british accents. I mean like "Please" "Thank-you" "how are you?" you know just nice people, i wish people were more approachable and not so ignorant in the way that people cant be gay without being teased, or people cant be lesbian without being shat upon (not literally) and people who are just different, whether it be Race, Gender, Religion and all that. People need to GROW THE FUCK UP!

Girls who are like 12 and 13 need to ACT THEIR AGE! they need to stop being sluts and hoes, dress normal, talk normal tYpE noRRmaLL not like that and just be nice, presentable, sweet and well mannered girls, i think we should make a show like ladette to lady but make it like 12 and 13 year old girls from public schools and lock them in a room with nerds....maybe it would be like an idea my friend Sean had, Ladette to Lady meets Beauty and the Geek!

Props to Sean and Olive who completed the HSC! good job you guys!

Love y'all. X

youre on my radar

Now im sorry for my email subscribers, this post my just in fact wake you up! So sorry, but its totally worth it! Ok so i haven't been posting in a while and i know i suck, like i mean you wait for me to make new shit.....right? well anyway this week has been the most boring of my life, like i have felt like my brain was going to seep out of my fucking ears! like come-on God, cant you cut me some slack and make something happen? Then i realised, its my birthday on tuesday! The 10th to be exact and i just cant wait, i know its like one day but it will mean that people give me gifts and that :) LOVES IT!

I have been doing...ok at school i guess, im dropping maths THANK JESUS! and i picked up Extension History and im actually regretting it, like i feel like i can be smarter but i feel like every time i walk into the class, "omg im the dumbest person here" maybe i should be more upbeat?

SPEAKING OF BEING UPBEAT i have had so many complaints to me about my Facebook Status updates? like HELLO GTFOver it! like i mean i know i can crap on a bit, but thats what this blog and my twitter are for ASWELL as Facebook. so FUCK OFF everyone who complains, like i mean just find something else to do besides pick at me..

anyway its late and i have work in the morning, thanks you guys!

JESUS

im getting tired of people bitching to me when i have virtually done NOTHING! Hello if you say to me "your updates on facebook are depressing blah blah blah" i will delete you. No fucking joke. seriously suck it up or GTFO.

I actually deleted like 7 people on my Facebook account last night cause they were winging to me. HELLO!!!! LAST TIME I CHECKED THE FACEBOOK THING SAYS "whats on your mind" so i generally tell people whats on my mind. You know what the people who complain can go suck a fuck.

!!! Confesh, X

Im Commited...i swear...

So i have this new idea that i will start to write just like 1 or 2 posts a day, just to keep all the fans up to date with the life of Confesh! You guys are so lucky!

I was asked today if i was going to make some videos, well i am but not now, maybe tonight? like i want to so badly but i just haven't got anything to say.....well i always have something to say i just get embarrassed cause i sound like a fat 11 year old girl. so yea i will make a video but like soon :)

Thanks for reading my posts and i really hope you tell all your friends!

Big shout outs to:

Jazzy, Daniel Gee, Amandah, Jamie and Rose!

Love you with all my heart! MEAN IT TOO!

xoxo, Confeshhhhhh

I HATE

How people think that they know what the internet is, like not teenagers but like adults.
I AM I TEENAGER. I FUCKING INVENTED THE INTERNET. NO IM BEING SERIOUS. DONT TRY AND EXPLAIN TO ME HOW YOU THINK YLU KNOW HOW FACEBOOK WORKS AND HOW IF SOMEONE IS NOT MY FRIEND THEY CAN SEE MY STATUS UPDATES. FUCK OFF. NO JOKE. i just really cant stand how some people think that they are fucking GOD and think they know everything.

So im wathcing 30 Rock, and i also realised that i really love Tina Fey.

So long bitchez
xx, Confesh.

Im really sick of shit people, i know this is like the 1113983434 time i have posted this but im being relly serious. IM SO SICK OF SHIT PEOPLE. im sick of people that crap on about things on Facebook, or Myspace or even Bebo. HANG ON a second, Bebo? I hope people still dont have Bebo, unless youre like 5 or something. PLEASE CHILDREN STICK TO BEBO AND MYSPACE! FACEBOOK IS FOR PEOPLE WHO TYPE LIKE A NORMAL PERSON NOT LIKE:

OmG BbZZ ii LoVer YOUHH 4EVS. <3>

GET A LIFE PLEASE.

This isnt much of a post but i was just thinking cause like there are so many people that have facebook. This girl i know added me yesterday...and she it 10. i didnt even know that 10 year olds knew what the net was.

SERIOUSLY CBF LIFE IN GENERAL.

How many times...

Do i ask my self the same questions? Like seriously, its like my fucking life is just a broken record. Im so sick of shit people. Im pretty sure everyone is but, so i guess we should form some sort of alliance to come together and discuss these woeful issues.

So i ask myself this question SO SO SO much at the moment: "WHY ME!?"

and i know you guys are thinking OTMG WTF? i know right? well actually i really do ask myself this question. "Why do i go to such a ignorant and racist school?" "Why do people in my grade insist on making fun of me behind my back?" LIKE FOR FUCKS SAKE I KNOW YOU GUYS TALK ABOUT ME. I MAYBE FAT BUT IM NOT A RETARD. FUCK!!!

I just really cant stand people at the moment, now im guessing by now you guys are thinking that im just some whiney teen who just craps on about shit. Well im not gonna lie, i am but hey im venting so better out the in i guess. AND if you say shit about this blog, then dont read it! obviously you like this blog if you keep coming back. 

This is taking forever. Back to the point. so i ask myself "WHY ME!?" simply and purely because, well im a catholic and i was always taught like God had plans for everyone and he chooses who goes next and all that, but what i don't get is why on earth does he make shit things happen to such good people. 

E.G. children dying in third world countries, disasters happening in the USA and ASIA, terrorists existence in general. Like really, i love God and all but if he really loved us then he wouldn't let it happen to us. 

Don't worry i wont go all churchy on you guys...YET! (joking...totally joking) but i'm just thinking about these issues while im drinking tea and talking to my friend on the phone.

Just thing before you act and Question before you jump to the wrong answer.

Thats all for now bitches

xx, Confesh.

You know what...

I don't understand what people's fascination is with making other people feel like shit? Do you get off by the feeling that "OMG SOMEONE CRIED CAUSE OF ME IM SO AWESOME?!?" Like who the fuck do you think you are? And a nother thing. Calling people names when you dont even know them is wrong, im pretty sure your mother and father told you that when you were growing up and if not then i guess you have a parent who is just like Hilter. 

I got to a new school, the other one was way shithouse, and im thinking that maybe it will be different at this new school. Well i am half right but you can never escape shit people. LIKE SERIOUSLY IS THERE A GROUP CALLED SPA (SHIT PEOPLES ANONYMOUS)??? DO YOU HAVE SOCIAL GATHERINGS EVERY WEEKEND AND FIND A NEW TARGET? JESUS!  I really love using caps lock to express my feelings towards this matter.

I know what its like to be hurt and stuff. 

So anyway at lunch today these guys, just ASSUMING that i would enjoy it? came up to me and rubbed there asses on me and that....WTF?

Actually by saying WTF im think that it should be FML. 

anyway i have more to talk about on other things so i will save my energy (and caps lock) for another blog.

KTHXBI!,  Confesh.