Beautiful Dreamer

Dont let the name of the post fool you guys, its amazing how over the weeks i havent been blogging that i have been taken over almost by the other blogs. Like really besides Sean, Raknos and Chino we are pretty good bloggers. So really this doesnt apply to them. I mean someone said to me that i have started a new trend in younger people by blogging and shit but its getting out of hand. This will sound really realy vain but i mean blogging was going to my thing to make me famous or something and now it seems like its the trend to be a teenage blogger.

Now you might say well i can still blog and that is true, but remember in the long haul who the original trendsetters are. Myself, Seanadelic, Raknos and Tozer.

End of discussion.
Also, DJ CONFESH will be working the mixes at a school disco coming up.

you know its christmas when

your friend you care for doesnt talk to you for no reason, you hate listening to any type of christmas carol, you hate how the salvation army band come through your street and you get a headache thinking of how much money you have just spent in the last day.

Ok so the first ones not really to do with xmas but its what my blog is about today. I have this really good friend and when i say good i mean shit.

I went to a mates birthday party yesterday and she was there, i said hi and whatever, i was generally happy to see her as i missed her the last week of school. she gave me a cold shoulder, she never spoke to me and then started a fight with hayleys mates. she thinks she is king shit sometimes honestly, and another thing, i love how she always get pissed at me for letting people treat me like shit but shes playing the same game man.

I dont need this fucking bullshit. Im Confessionista bitches. im like 10000000 times better then anyone.

Fuck off Christmas and 2009, bring on new years and some fucking beer!

Post 97 and im pissed.

SERIOUSLY! what is with everyone today? and not just today, this whole fucking week?! im so sick of bitchy people and hot weather and i think i might just explode. not even joking. One of my good friends has been told something and was asked to stop blogging, seriously its called freedom of speech, fuck what people say, there are some people at school that will "rule" it until the end of year 12. I say really guys that are ruling the school, GET OVER YOURSELF AND JUST BE NORMAL! god dammit! im so pissed at the moment. I went through the same thing, i drew comics about things at school and got it ripped up and everything and i nearly got suspended. FUCK school systems and all the teachers and what ever.

MY 100th POST SOON!

Hi, so this is my 95th post on my blog and im not sure how i have come up with 94 other topics or really things to talk about. I know i tend to stray away from the topic, or even like repeat myself, but like i always say, IT'S THE ONLY WAY TO LEARN!

O.K. so this week there has been MUCH talk about one of my friend's blogs. He was voicing an opinion which i thought was good for a young teenager to do? anyway, when i heard of this from some people i was like, well i agree with him on some level or another but like people please just get over it. i mean we do have a thing called freedom of speech and if you ask me, this friend of mine is pretty intelligent and most of what he says he has things to back it up. So to you my friend i say AGREED.

Also this week i joined back to Facebook, i know i know i gave in to it but my friend caved first so i won the bet. I signed back into my account and really i haven't missed anything. Facebook is DEAD is falling to the same fate as Myspace, its getting taken over by people who think that tYPiiiNG lyK Diz is cool and that putting a word after their name like 'Brittany Babyee" ITS NOT COOL! you need to go back to that thing you youngens call BEBO and MYSPACE and leave Facebook alone. I know i sound silly by saying for people to get off but really i dont want my home page flooding up with all that crap like

Jayden Lucas goin 2 da beachh wiff ma gurlz. ft. mah gurl lisahhh

or even

Miss Mishhh ft. leanne in mafs, fuKK da teacha is gaYYY!!

Its annoying yeah? Seriously, lol anyway this wasn't much of a blog but hey, its better then nothing right?

ALSO leave me a comment or tweet me with suggestions on what i should do for my 100th video AND what i should but on my Year 12 Jersey! im up for ANYTHING! so let me know! love y'all!

Totez dedicated to Tozer, write whatever you want man, fuck certain people.!

PEACE

What a WEEK!

GUYS! its only like thursday, hello?! this week has gone SO SLOW! I feel as if i have just repeated the same day for like 3 years!

My week so far;

Monday:

Hot weather, bored, tired and went for a swim.

Tuesday:

My birthday, Thai food for lunch, presents, overall GREAT day

Wednesday:

Boring, boring, boring, boring

Thursday:

Got Baywatch on DVD and Gossip girl on DVD and i got pushed over by a group of fuck head bogans who are in year 10, thinking they can just fucking tread on me, fuck you.

I honestly cant stand that group of typical guys who are like all assholes together and say shit and are influenced by each-others opinions and in fact they wait for the "Leader" to give his opinion before they respond, and then when their all by themselves there really nice. This is called ' Confessionista's Theory of the Dominant Male's Mind'

See when their not together their ok, but lets say there is one of 3 of them instead of the full 7 or 8 guys, then really you could say that the 3 guys could be nice but if the "LEAD" male is there then it cancels out, see i dont even like maths and im doing it now....this doesn't make sense but you can understand what im saying yeah?

Comments? Thoughts?

also its not even friday.

sometimes

i feel like i want to go into my room, sit on the floor in the corner, put a pillow on my face and scream till my throat bleeds. Wow what an opener. i mean if you look at it, i know you all don't say it but its true, people do feel like this sometimes, and im probably the only person that has blogged about it. ha!

Weekend:

Thanks for a great weekend by the way everyone who came to AMF this weekend and complained at me and yelled at me. You made my fucking life! I mean if you want to complain about how i make coffee then why don't you come behind this fucking counter and do it yourself.....NO? well t hen go back, sit down and wait for your coffee. But seriously this has been my weekend, whiny, bitchy customers, i cant stand it sometimes.

Homework:

don't even get me stated, i have like a TONNE of stuffs to do but i really could NOT be bothered, i just want to relax. And another thing, i might drop Ext. History, Over Heordotus, Over JFK, Over the word 'Historiography" OVER OVER OVER! I want to focus on my main 3 subjects that i love, Art, Photo and Hospitality.

I dont know you guys, Email me and let me know what you think!

Confesh@gmail.com

Just thinking to myself

Why are there some people that have grudges against us, or even hate us? Like i understand if we have done something like MAYJORLY shitty, but for some reasons its like they hate us for some really fucking STUPID reasons. I rememeber this kid hated me ages ago, all because i had the same name as me? WTF?

Anyway, im just reviewing my life, i might wirte a book or something and i was just going over all the shit things that have happend to me throughout my 16 years on this planet and i was actually really badly hurt by some guys at my other school. Now im not scared to announce the school so i'll just say it... LASALLE CATHOLIC COLLEGE....

Notice how its a catholic school? Should there not be people being made fun of in a CATHOLIC SCHOOL? Where most of the population of the school is Marinite Catholic or Orthodox or some Jesus religion, why the FUCK are they being bullies? What i didnt understand when i was there was the fact that they were all those fucking assholes who wore Rosary beads as a fashion statement and like massive arse crosses around and yet they sitll managed to bash me 3 times, call me names and make all my friends turn against me.

You may be asking, "Ben how did you get back up on top?" well the answer is that it has taken me a restraining order, the police, and AVO and me getting beaten up to get back to the top....and im not even there yet as i still get teased at my new school. I guess the safest bet to make about high schools in general is that no matter what school you go to, Catholic and jesus loving, or public and povo, you still will have the dickheads who get off on making peoples lives shit. If i was older and could afford to get a bodygaurd or a hitman, i would...just letting you know.

SO TO ANYONE THAT IS GETTING TEASED BY PEOPLE AT SCHOOL, JUST REMEMEBER THIS;
IGNORE THEM!!! now i know you must get told this alot, but sometimes it does work. I was told by a wise woman, that bullies love jelly beans, and to think of it as iff you have a massive bucket of jelly beans, and everytime you say stuff back to them they feed of the jelly beans, the more you respond the more they will come back. so CLOSE that lid and forget about them. if that doesnt help...email me and i will come and bring people to help you.

YOU KNOW YOU GUUYS LOVE ME!
xx, Confesh.