Note To Self

Never trust someone who says "you can trust me."

How many times...

Do i ask my self the same questions? Like seriously, its like my fucking life is just a broken record. Im so sick of shit people. Im pretty sure everyone is but, so i guess we should form some sort of alliance to come together and discuss these woeful issues.

So i ask myself this question SO SO SO much at the moment: "WHY ME!?"

and i know you guys are thinking OTMG WTF? i know right? well actually i really do ask myself this question. "Why do i go to such a ignorant and racist school?" "Why do people in my grade insist on making fun of me behind my back?" LIKE FOR FUCKS SAKE I KNOW YOU GUYS TALK ABOUT ME. I MAYBE FAT BUT IM NOT A RETARD. FUCK!!!

I just really cant stand people at the moment, now im guessing by now you guys are thinking that im just some whiney teen who just craps on about shit. Well im not gonna lie, i am but hey im venting so better out the in i guess. AND if you say shit about this blog, then dont read it! obviously you like this blog if you keep coming back. 

This is taking forever. Back to the point. so i ask myself "WHY ME!?" simply and purely because, well im a catholic and i was always taught like God had plans for everyone and he chooses who goes next and all that, but what i don't get is why on earth does he make shit things happen to such good people. 

E.G. children dying in third world countries, disasters happening in the USA and ASIA, terrorists existence in general. Like really, i love God and all but if he really loved us then he wouldn't let it happen to us. 

Don't worry i wont go all churchy on you guys...YET! (joking...totally joking) but i'm just thinking about these issues while im drinking tea and talking to my friend on the phone.

Just thing before you act and Question before you jump to the wrong answer.

Thats all for now bitches

xx, Confesh.

You know what...

I don't understand what people's fascination is with making other people feel like shit? Do you get off by the feeling that "OMG SOMEONE CRIED CAUSE OF ME IM SO AWESOME?!?" Like who the fuck do you think you are? And a nother thing. Calling people names when you dont even know them is wrong, im pretty sure your mother and father told you that when you were growing up and if not then i guess you have a parent who is just like Hilter. 

I got to a new school, the other one was way shithouse, and im thinking that maybe it will be different at this new school. Well i am half right but you can never escape shit people. LIKE SERIOUSLY IS THERE A GROUP CALLED SPA (SHIT PEOPLES ANONYMOUS)??? DO YOU HAVE SOCIAL GATHERINGS EVERY WEEKEND AND FIND A NEW TARGET? JESUS!  I really love using caps lock to express my feelings towards this matter.

I know what its like to be hurt and stuff. 

So anyway at lunch today these guys, just ASSUMING that i would enjoy it? came up to me and rubbed there asses on me and that....WTF?

Actually by saying WTF im think that it should be FML. 

anyway i have more to talk about on other things so i will save my energy (and caps lock) for another blog.

KTHXBI!,  Confesh.

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x, Confesh.

Hey Guys, Confessionista here

I know its a long name to pronounce but hey, its a small price to pay to read some good shit.

I'm 16 turing 17 and i live in Australia. I love music, fashion, film, books and drinking wine now an then (just kidding). Im going to start blogging and stuff, hopefully people will read them and think about it and just like contact me and tell me im good and that hahah. 

I have Facebook and all that stuff and i will leave my adds in the next post. Also from time to time i will send links to my video blog and you guys can watch me talk about my issues rather then writing. Im warning you, im fat so don't hate lol.

Well hope you all enjoy it and let me know what you think.

X, Confessionista