Weekend Mixtape #4 TGIF!

Its the weekend! FINALLY!

Here are some songs that you should play really loud!

Rich Girls - The Virgins

Beatific - Glass Candy

Sweaty - Muscles

Happy TGIF "_"

I still don't get

How people like me come to school with things that look slightly girly and i get teased, but then the more popular guys come to school and wear headbands and pretend to be gay and no one says shit. Well excuse me, that pretty fucked up.

I have exams all next week, but don't fret guys i will blog in the holidays and any chance this week i get. Love you all!

xx Confesh.

New Favourite Crush #3 WHO'S THAT GIRL?!

Meet Jonny Makeup!

Front woman for American Apparel, has a SUPER RICH daddy and is best friends with Jeremy Scott and Cory Kennedy.

What more could a gal want? And by "Gal" i mean gay man.

Answer

There tall, dark haired, singers, song writers and they know Miley Cyrus.

What more do you want?

P.S. if you follow me on twitter you will get this.

X

Parties

Confesh Spotted at a few Ragers :)

Not all the same ones :)

Don't you guys just hate it

When you havent seen someone in such a long time, that when you do see them its like the most fucking AWKWARD thing in the world? Like i mean its not just for people that you are friends with, its also people that you hate and cant stand. Like today, i was at Maccas in Bass Hill with a good friend of mine, we walked in ordered, ate then these people from my other school turned up, and like they think there all coy by walking straight past me and like have a smerk and not even bother to say anything, not that i care anyway! BUT then after they order they sit down like inside away from us, but they sit at an angle wher i looke straight at them! Don't you just hate jhow that happens? Maybe its just me but oh well.

I will think of better shit for my blog, im going through exams at the moment so just wait a bit then you will see!

XX LOVE YOU!

MEAN IT!

CONFESH.

Weekend Mixtape #3 Bertie Blackman Edition

With my mixtapes that i make for this blog, it like illegal or something for me to put the songs online and i cant cause there is no URL thing so just find them yourself, Limewire, Elbows Music Blog, Big Stereo or even Myspace the music and just download them.

Here is a fresh Batch :)

All can be found on Bertie's new album "Secrets and Lies" Out now.

Probably one of the best new Indie Albums of 2009, she is amazing. Sadly enough it has taken Australian Radio and Television 6 years to relise that she exists.

Goon on you guys!

Thump - Bertie Blackman

Heart - Bertie Blackman

Shout out - Bertie Blackman

Baby Teeth - Bertie Blackman

WELL WELL WELL

I logged on to my mysapce, searched Cassette Kids and there it was, my picture as there display picture!

Click on the link to see it !

Weekend Mixtape #2

Weekend is here once again so i thought i would put together a few songs that have gotten me through this week.

Enjoy.

Make Her Say - Kid Cudi, Kanye West, Lady GaGa

First Love - The Maccabees

Die Slow - HEALTH

6/8 - Operator Please

The HEALTH track is there new one :)

New Favourite Crush #2

Meet Olivia Clark

She's 18 and buys me wine.

She is most-likely to be my muse for photography.

She is my main model for Confesh Photography.

Best Day Ever.

GOT MY GAGA TICKETS, happy happy happy :)

Anyway, dont let the title fool you, i actually had kind of a shit day. Little kids making fun of me, teachers yelling and just shit people in general. Like i understand you have a problem, but you dont have to take down everyone with you! Im lining up to go to class, and this little year 7 mother fucker stands behind me with his friends, and hits my back, tries to call my name and then throws a football at my head. Im just ignoring it cause really, there just shit heads. BUT NO I GOT ALL FIERCE! but really, this time i had enough and i decided to yell at him. I didn't want to hit him cause he is in year 7 and im in year 11 and i would have gotten sued, so i said to him "CAN YOU FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE?!" HIS response was "HAHAH YOURE A FAG". you know what, so what if im gay? so what if im fat and different. Im so sick of people that decide to be just shit heads and intolerant towards others. Im really fed up!

OMG I THOUGHT THIS WEEK WOULD NEVER END!

by wednesday i thought it was friday, and i thought the same on thursday! But finally its Friday! NO MORE SHIT PEOPLE! for another weekend.

:O

OMFG is all i have to say.

See you there !

xx Confesh.

New Favourite Crush #1

Meet Georgia Simonis,

16, funny, beautiful and single.

Just call her G.

City girl and doesn't mind a rager or two.

Times are changing.

i think its really great when you know someone, they kinda dont talk to you at all and like sometimes say stuff about you or tease you, that when your together and you have to do things with that person, with noneof there shit friends around you really notice how some people are really nice people. I think its good that SOMEONE is finally learning that i am i nice person if you talk to me.

Separate Site :)

Confesh Photography

Hope you all like it :)

xx

From Confesh Photography 2009

Models:

Olivia Clark

Dillon Simmons

The middle one was actually from a seperate photo assignment that was to do with Classical Sculptures i think?

So if i dont get a job in Blogging i might become a photographer :)

XX Confesh

High Fashion, Low Death

© Confesh Photography 2009

I have some competiton

http://clownnystrikesagen.blogspot.com/

One of my loverly friends Rach has made a blog, dedicated to the one and only CONFESH!

:) love you Rach :)

x

New Confesh

Maybe its just me but you guys seem to like it, i just feel that im being a bit negative in my writing :(

SO, i will be doing other stuff aswell in my blogs, but dont worry! the same old Negative-ista will be here always!

I Love you guys and thanks so much for reading my stuff, dont forget to tell your friends!

XXXXXXX

CONFESH!

Weekend Mixtape #1

Acrobat - Cassette Kids

Other Song - Operator Please

I'll Kill Her - SoKo

Oh Girl - Cut Off Your Hands

I Know some of these songs are old, but i recommend you listen to them, there some of my favourites :)

P.S. Shoutout to OPERATOR PLEASE! You guys are the best. xx

Confesh

Another day, Another shit person to deal with.

Lets get one thing straight. My Name is BEN, NOT FAGBOY, NOT QUEER, NOT FAG, NOT GAY. IT IS BEN. B-E-N. I'm pretty sure everyone knows how to spell it and pronounce it for that matter. So i guess this explains the title of this post? Well, im really pissed at how i am in YEAR 11. I am 17 Years old and yet shit fucking people in the years below have the nerve to say shit about me. i DONT KNOW YOU, I DONT WANT TO KNOW YOU AND IM PRETTY SURE IF YOU HANG OUTSIDE THE LIBRARY NO ONE WANTS TO KNOW YOU EITHER.

I juts cant stand how some people in this world think its ok to be cunts and get away with it. Sometimes i go and see a friend of mine in the playground, and all these boys walk past me and him and call us fags and shit. Being gay is not a bad thing. I cant stree that enough. i just cant stand how people can be so intolerant towards others.

Sorry for all the Negativity, well this is what the blog is all about hey?

xx Confesh

Thanks

Big thanks you to everyone who is following me on Twitter :) Im so happy you all love my blog!

if you read this and you havent followed me on twitter then ADD ME !!

twitter.com/Confesh

or email me :)

benjahmin.grey@hiptop.com.au

xx Confesh

Contact me

Here i am,

So ive had SOOOO much drama today!!!! People that i really haven't seen in like 2 years are back and out to get me...again. Like really they have nothing else better to do so they make me feel shit. I went through it for about 3 years and i dont need it again. There is this kid, he thinks he is pregnant sometimes, he acts like a stripper other times, his idol is britney spears and he thinks that he can get away with bullshit 5 Year old games. WHAT THE FUCK. I love how people change as well, like you were good before then you go and make your self so much better, by smoking and drinking. UNDERAGE DRINKING IS NOT GOOD. I love how they say to me, your fat and gay. Well you know what, im a hell of lot better then you will ever be! I love how people tell me to grow some balls, well i would tell you that but it might get in the way of your vagina. I love how they say ben you act innocent all the time, tell it to my face. I would but i dont go to your school anymore, and if i did you would go through a brick wall. Fucking hate how people always judge before they get to know someone, and how 1 experience make all the difference. FUCK THAT. you are who you are and someone who tells you other wise is a piece of shit.

So here is my final thoughts, you dont need to change for anyone, just be yourself, and i know you get annoyed when people say "ignore it" or "dont worry about it" i get pretty steamed as well. so just do what you think is right, cause in the end you are all that matters.

Thanks for your time bitches :)

XX CONFESH.