Might as well just die

So i have just realised that i have no more time this week for facebook, twitter or blogging. i have missed so much homework and im going to do it now so i dont fail year 12!
New Video by end of the week, and keep your #askben questions coming!

Have a great week, and try not to melt!
X, Confesh

#askben

From Jazzy:

Q. What r your thoughts on lady gaga having a penis?
A. now this is a hard one, i mean there are the rumors she does have one, but honestly i dont agree, i think that anyone who wears an outfit made of bubbles, kermit the frog, bleeds on stage AND used to be a stripper would say something like this. I mean i did believe her but after a while i saw the HATEFUL comments that they made about her and you know what i say to those haters? FUCK YOU! just because someone makes music and is out there does not mean that there is something wrong with them. Thats why she made Paparazzi to tell all the paparazzi that they are killing our stars! look at MJ! he was thrown around for like 10 years, i mean you must have something better to do. Go and bother Kanye West, he is a prick.

I love her to death and whatever she does or has i will support her no matter what.

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From Sean:

Q. How do you keep so... Individual and pumping fresh? Like, within trends and stuff.

A. i stalk people, i feel that people that are cooler then me are not possible so i stalk them down in Newtown and City area and when they are defenseless, i kill them and absorb the coolness.

Not really, i actually just read a lot of blogs and go to alot of gigs and just hang with people of the same coolness, like Tozer, Raknos, some guy called Sean and some chick called Emma Nicolls who looks like Natalie Tran from YOUTUBE. I read heaps of magazines and watch alot of "style tv" and my cousin has a big influence on me.

Hope that answers your #askben!

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ASK BEN!

So this is a new segment im doing called "Ask Ben"

YOU get to ask me questions and i will answer them, i will make a video of the best questions or maybe all of them, not sure yet :)

So email me and that and ask me questions, they will be coming to you in a few weeks, im gonna get some questions and upload. Hope you guys are all well and i will be coming back shortly!

youtube channel for my other videos are youtube.com/user/BnjmnWsley

:) thanks!

Delayed

So im so sorry, this is actaully my 100th post, and the video is coming, so please dont be upset!

I uploaded it lastnight and it took aout 2 hours, then after all that waiting, YOUTUBE decided to tell me that it was the wrong format. So im going to remake the video and then put it up tonight, just casue i have more stuff to talk about. so be prepared as the video will cover the following topics

Jewish People, Australian Idol, Shoutouts, Birthday Messages and FACEBOOK!
So please be patient cause i had some people tell me off cause they were waiting for the video. Thanks for ALL your support and hope you guys have a good day!

Celebrating 100 posts,
Confesh. x

Post 99

Video will be up tomorrow about todays adventures, car with no aircon, canberra, and AUSTRALIAN IDOL!

Also, Operator Please mentioned me in one of their BLOGS!!!

so thats exciting! STAY TUNED FOR MORE!

and follow me on twitter to see all my Idol ranting from tonight

twitter.com/benjahmingrey

OP blog url http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=42470861&blogId=510883530

Nearly there guys

Not long now till i leave for Canberra and im actually excited. The only thing is that i wont be blogging for like 2 days, unless i email my blogger account and let you guys know the deets!

So last night i got to thinking about certain people. Like what do we as normal people have to do to get accepted into the social ladders these days? Like i know there are some people who are pretty awesome and that they dont care about what people think, but there is people like me who are insecure and blogging is the only way for me to really express myself. People need to get over themselves and just shut up and like do something that does not involve tattoes or making fun of people cause they speak thier minds.


We live in a society where we cant even go to shopping centres without being mugged, or attacked or shot or whatever. No where is safe. I mean im not saying that these people will do it, but its people that think they RUN life.

Ahh im so sick of it, i really am.

email me if you want and tell me your thoughts,
Confesh@gmail.com

Post 97 and im pissed.

SERIOUSLY! what is with everyone today? and not just today, this whole fucking week?! im so sick of bitchy people and hot weather and i think i might just explode. not even joking. One of my good friends has been told something and was asked to stop blogging, seriously its called freedom of speech, fuck what people say, there are some people at school that will "rule" it until the end of year 12. I say really guys that are ruling the school, GET OVER YOURSELF AND JUST BE NORMAL! god dammit! im so pissed at the moment. I went through the same thing, i drew comics about things at school and got it ripped up and everything and i nearly got suspended. FUCK school systems and all the teachers and what ever.

MY 100th POST SOON!

Hi, so this is my 95th post on my blog and im not sure how i have come up with 94 other topics or really things to talk about. I know i tend to stray away from the topic, or even like repeat myself, but like i always say, IT'S THE ONLY WAY TO LEARN!

O.K. so this week there has been MUCH talk about one of my friend's blogs. He was voicing an opinion which i thought was good for a young teenager to do? anyway, when i heard of this from some people i was like, well i agree with him on some level or another but like people please just get over it. i mean we do have a thing called freedom of speech and if you ask me, this friend of mine is pretty intelligent and most of what he says he has things to back it up. So to you my friend i say AGREED.

Also this week i joined back to Facebook, i know i know i gave in to it but my friend caved first so i won the bet. I signed back into my account and really i haven't missed anything. Facebook is DEAD is falling to the same fate as Myspace, its getting taken over by people who think that tYPiiiNG lyK Diz is cool and that putting a word after their name like 'Brittany Babyee" ITS NOT COOL! you need to go back to that thing you youngens call BEBO and MYSPACE and leave Facebook alone. I know i sound silly by saying for people to get off but really i dont want my home page flooding up with all that crap like

Jayden Lucas goin 2 da beachh wiff ma gurlz. ft. mah gurl lisahhh

or even

Miss Mishhh ft. leanne in mafs, fuKK da teacha is gaYYY!!

Its annoying yeah? Seriously, lol anyway this wasn't much of a blog but hey, its better then nothing right?

ALSO leave me a comment or tweet me with suggestions on what i should do for my 100th video AND what i should but on my Year 12 Jersey! im up for ANYTHING! so let me know! love y'all!

Totez dedicated to Tozer, write whatever you want man, fuck certain people.!

PEACE

Ive been such an idiot

Sorry it has been a while since i have blogged, i feel like i have left my child in the hot car while im in the pokies room gambling her nappy money. Any-who, this week has been, well its not over yet but it feels like fucking friday and its not even wednesday.

I deleted my Facebook, partly for a bet with my friend and partly cause im sick of wasting my life telling people what im doing, well maybe im contradicting myself? i mean i do have twitter, well i just think people have just gone to new levels of annoyance and low with facebook, its like you either tell people that your happy or sad. most of my updates were depressive cause my mind is telling me the world is against me when its not. PLEASE DONT SAY TO ME THE WORLD IS MY OYSTER! that saying doesn't even make sense.

Most of my so called 370 "friends" on facebook complained about my updates saying that im updating it too much! WELL EXCUSE ME MR FUCKING FACEBOOK POLICE!

ME: so office what seems to be the problem?

OFFICER: too many facebook updates in one day, your did about 48 today son

ME: oh shit, well you know im a busy person, i like telling people what im doing

OFFICER: that what twitter is for you idiot

ME: oh.........well i have that too.....

OFFICER: your a disgrace to Facebook and ALL SOCIAL NETWORKING SITES EVERYWHERE!

thats what i feel like y'all, and BTW im typing 'y'all' so much now, like i think i need to stop watching Shane Dawson's Miley and Mandy vids and do some homework.

Notice how my blogs are always off topic?

Anyway, since when was it not ok to update your status? like isn't that what its for? get over yourself and just delete me,. i would rather have people enjoy my FB updates then people whining ALL THE FUCKING TIME! jesus.

Also i bought Lady GaGa's new album.

XX, GoOD NIGHT!

Confesh.

p.s. i hope i edited all the spelling mistakes...

What a WEEK!

GUYS! its only like thursday, hello?! this week has gone SO SLOW! I feel as if i have just repeated the same day for like 3 years!

My week so far;

Monday:

Hot weather, bored, tired and went for a swim.

Tuesday:

My birthday, Thai food for lunch, presents, overall GREAT day

Wednesday:

Boring, boring, boring, boring

Thursday:

Got Baywatch on DVD and Gossip girl on DVD and i got pushed over by a group of fuck head bogans who are in year 10, thinking they can just fucking tread on me, fuck you.

I honestly cant stand that group of typical guys who are like all assholes together and say shit and are influenced by each-others opinions and in fact they wait for the "Leader" to give his opinion before they respond, and then when their all by themselves there really nice. This is called ' Confessionista's Theory of the Dominant Male's Mind'

See when their not together their ok, but lets say there is one of 3 of them instead of the full 7 or 8 guys, then really you could say that the 3 guys could be nice but if the "LEAD" male is there then it cancels out, see i dont even like maths and im doing it now....this doesn't make sense but you can understand what im saying yeah?

Comments? Thoughts?

also its not even friday.

So

My other theme was shit, you couldnt comment and i was pissed off.

So im simple, my blog look nice so STFU!

Very classy Ben, Very classy, New video up soon

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFZR5EMZl1U

Have a look! See what you like!

Hope you like it, it doesn't really work much at the moment but its my birthday and im really CBF doing it, i have presents to open!

NEED A CHANGE!

updating my blog, will be up and looking HOT in about 20 minutes....as soon as i figure out the HTML codes.

LOOK.

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New Favourite Crush #5

Meet Olivia,

Recently turned 18 this girl is ready for a hot night on the town.

She knows how to bake and she knows how to drink!

The only person I know that got a 'Crunk' cup for her 18th

She's my cousin. x

I have this friend

That is just like me, well no JUST like me but the kinda same characteristics, he is a really nice guy. I just feel for him at the moment because IGNORANT people that have nothing better to do then to make him feel like shit, well make him feel like shit.

i know i may be repeating myself but honestly its the ONLY way to get through to these ASSHOLES!

SO WHAT! if your gay

SO WHAT! if your lesbian

SO WHAT! if your black

SO WHAT! if your white

SO WHAT! if your a nerd

SO WHAT! if your just different

WE NEED TO GIVE EVERYONE A GO and get rid of the fuckers, honestly we would live in such a nicer place if people weren't losers ALL THE TIME!

speaking from experience i know what he feels like.

Yours Sincerely,

Confesh

Just letting ALLLLLLLL my followers

That tomorrow is MY BIRTHDAY! you probz knew that cause i go on about it like im on crack hahah

Thanks for making my blogging better! TELL ALL YOUR FRIENDS!

If you guys

have an iPhone and LOVE twitter like i do, then you should download a new Twitter App, it was creaated by my cousin and its called iTweet Reply, its got heaps of features and im sure ANY twitter fan would be crazy NOT to get it!

Go To: http://syncode.com.au/ to download!

Thanks you guys!

xx

Why is it?

That we have people in our world with no Manners, no Class, no Morals, no Ethics?

Why cant people act their own age, dress nice, talk proper and by proper i don't mean uptight british accents. I mean like "Please" "Thank-you" "how are you?" you know just nice people, i wish people were more approachable and not so ignorant in the way that people cant be gay without being teased, or people cant be lesbian without being shat upon (not literally) and people who are just different, whether it be Race, Gender, Religion and all that. People need to GROW THE FUCK UP!

Girls who are like 12 and 13 need to ACT THEIR AGE! they need to stop being sluts and hoes, dress normal, talk normal tYpE noRRmaLL not like that and just be nice, presentable, sweet and well mannered girls, i think we should make a show like ladette to lady but make it like 12 and 13 year old girls from public schools and lock them in a room with nerds....maybe it would be like an idea my friend Sean had, Ladette to Lady meets Beauty and the Geek!

Props to Sean and Olive who completed the HSC! good job you guys!

Love y'all. X

sometimes

i feel like i want to go into my room, sit on the floor in the corner, put a pillow on my face and scream till my throat bleeds. Wow what an opener. i mean if you look at it, i know you all don't say it but its true, people do feel like this sometimes, and im probably the only person that has blogged about it. ha!

Weekend:

Thanks for a great weekend by the way everyone who came to AMF this weekend and complained at me and yelled at me. You made my fucking life! I mean if you want to complain about how i make coffee then why don't you come behind this fucking counter and do it yourself.....NO? well t hen go back, sit down and wait for your coffee. But seriously this has been my weekend, whiny, bitchy customers, i cant stand it sometimes.

Homework:

don't even get me stated, i have like a TONNE of stuffs to do but i really could NOT be bothered, i just want to relax. And another thing, i might drop Ext. History, Over Heordotus, Over JFK, Over the word 'Historiography" OVER OVER OVER! I want to focus on my main 3 subjects that i love, Art, Photo and Hospitality.

I dont know you guys, Email me and let me know what you think!

Confesh@gmail.com

youre on my radar

Now im sorry for my email subscribers, this post my just in fact wake you up! So sorry, but its totally worth it! Ok so i haven't been posting in a while and i know i suck, like i mean you wait for me to make new shit.....right? well anyway this week has been the most boring of my life, like i have felt like my brain was going to seep out of my fucking ears! like come-on God, cant you cut me some slack and make something happen? Then i realised, its my birthday on tuesday! The 10th to be exact and i just cant wait, i know its like one day but it will mean that people give me gifts and that :) LOVES IT!

I have been doing...ok at school i guess, im dropping maths THANK JESUS! and i picked up Extension History and im actually regretting it, like i feel like i can be smarter but i feel like every time i walk into the class, "omg im the dumbest person here" maybe i should be more upbeat?

SPEAKING OF BEING UPBEAT i have had so many complaints to me about my Facebook Status updates? like HELLO GTFOver it! like i mean i know i can crap on a bit, but thats what this blog and my twitter are for ASWELL as Facebook. so FUCK OFF everyone who complains, like i mean just find something else to do besides pick at me..

anyway its late and i have work in the morning, thanks you guys!

JESUS

im getting tired of people bitching to me when i have virtually done NOTHING! Hello if you say to me "your updates on facebook are depressing blah blah blah" i will delete you. No fucking joke. seriously suck it up or GTFO.

I actually deleted like 7 people on my Facebook account last night cause they were winging to me. HELLO!!!! LAST TIME I CHECKED THE FACEBOOK THING SAYS "whats on your mind" so i generally tell people whats on my mind. You know what the people who complain can go suck a fuck.

!!! Confesh, X